Opposites Ascent

What does it mean to be living in world of free-will? It means living in an environment where everything has an opposite, and you are navigating a path surrounded by those opposites. Those opposites that you are immersed in and confronting at all times in linear states of consciousness constitute the very "static" that separates you from communion with your eternal self.

These opposites also provide you with an environment of incredible diversity and options. This diversity allows you to direct expressions of your choice that are very powerful and meaningful. This is because the level authenticity of free expression is amplified in the context of contrast.

By being a part of this world, you are embracing both a great power, and great liability inherent in human consciousness. The great power is that your choices to love are potent and meaningful in ways that effect your material world and beyond. The great weakness is that you are disconnected from the clarity and unconditional magnitude of your eternal essence, and thus easily succumb to primitive compromises over the integrity of your soul.

To be human, is to wonder along your journey with heavy baggage filled with "why"s. A typical individual buries within their heart a fertile assortment of cosmic and linear "why"s that just fade into the background of consciousness and go unanswered. When an individual enters into an ascended consciousness, and you are connected to your eternal self, those "why"s begin to implode upon themselves and there is no "why"; only a perpetually reinventing "Is". In that state, you revel in the perfectly flowing state of all that "Is".

Many spiritually developed individuals unify a higher connectivity with all fragments of their soul to routinely access a unified viewpoint of energetic existence. In this space of “Nothingness”, they witness themselves flowing breathlessly as part of a boundless over-arching benevolent orchestration.

Oftentimes, when they enter back into linear-minded consciousness, they feel a major let-down. This let-down can often feel so severe that many resist climbing back up to unified consciousness again because they feel they must stay grounded. They feel this way because they experience turbulence trying to balance the ecstasy they discover in a space of complete spiritual authenticity vs. the harsh separateness that dominates mainstream linear-minded thinking.

The following is a powerful technique for transitioning. The strategy involves bringing to your heart all the "why"s that had faded into the background of your consciousness. Actively embrace these questions & take them along with you upon your ascent of self discovery/ expansion.

Each "why" can serve as a "bucket" to collect & store a bit of the flow that pervades the
unified space "Nothingness". The current transmitted through these questions will comfort your heart & allow you to sustain flow almost seamlessly from state expansion to state of "worldliness" without losing a beat.

A way to understand this is that the river of the eternal "Nothingness" is an expansive current that pulls you into a vortex of indefinable existence as you attempt to absorb it. The very definition of selfhood loses meaning in this space as you are revealed to be an extension of a benevolent river of integrated active consciousness, as this perspective is so contrary to our worldly perspective and linear mindset.

Rather than trip into a "feast" or "famine" trajectory, this technique allows you to carve out small pieces of that glorified space, remaining vibrantly fluid within the confines of the proceeding questions. These will allow you to mitigate the energetic disparity, and sustain yourself between the "peeks" and the "valleys". It is akin to someone who tempers their appetite with a steady diet of crumbs, so that he can remain satisfied regardless of how soon it is to their next meal. 

In light of the value of this technique, it is unwise to advocate suppressing within your heart a single "why". As no question should be considering "inappropriate" or not palatable enough to be groomed into an opportunity for increased discovery.

However. should you every get stuck with the burden of holding too closely any "why", hold tightly the following law of spirit:

"The answer to every "why" is to help render the light of your love more authentic."

There is nothing that transpires in this world, there is no polarity that can pull you to an extremity, that is not carefully designed to afford you the conditions of freedom, the diversity of choice, to extend to you the precise amount of inertia, to help render your love more REAL and authentic.

In this respect, the answer to every "why" is because of LOVE. 

© bb

Preparing To Drink From The Waters Of Eternity

If an individual closes his eyes, and finds that he is unable to bring down the collective of creation into his perception. He should focus on bringing all thoughts into oneness, by aligning all of one's journey, all of the points into a singular expansive narrative of oneness. For eternity is infinity, a singular unified unit. And so when you want to travel back towards the embrace of the Infinite, back toward eternity, and connect to infinite streams of consciousness; you must prepare your mind to come in oneness with All That IS.

You were given journey with objectives for this life, you were awarded markers of disappointment and frustration, and many points of glory in this lifetime. You should begin to coalesce your story into a singular narrative of expansive actualization, by discovering its unifying theme. Take all the fragments of your journey and allow these to become the bricks that pave the road of ascent heading somewhere. As you redeem each action, you should begin to uncover compassion and mercy for those that wronged you. You will discover that those individuals that have wronged you have imparted to you profound lessons from the perspective of "without". They taught you precisely what it is that you are not! They thereby headed you along your journey right on que. As you begin to discover this road of ascent that you have been traveling on, then you can begin to expand to perceive the road you are headed to.

As you begin to welcome the road you are heading to "within", ideas that resonate will begin to take root within you that were not part of your previous schema of perception. You will begin to wittess manifestations and energies of which you previously did not align yourself, and that you remained ablivious to. But suddenly, you percieve that these to are all aspects of All That Is that flows within you. Much of which, you had previously bound and limited their expression becuase of your resonance of shame.

You will be shown points of experience or archetypes that are presented to you. And you must surrender to these by connectng them to an expansive narrative of actualized oneness all echoing the music of benevolence and healing.These will be sent your way, and your job is to take these from fragmentation and convert these to a narrative of singularity and expansion within the dimension of "actuality".

Practical Light-Working Series: "Active" inter-dimensionality and "drained" descents

Here, I will layout sacred guidance on the functions of "active" inter-dimensionality and "drained" descents. It is a poignant lesson that students will need to acquire in order engage in high precision "light-working" on the behalf of All.

As you know, when one is in complete alignment with All, one senses the current of source energy "light" as it passes through oneself and inter-dimensionally flows outward in connection to the network of All. This occurs because when one is within the aligned state of "merciful healing", "grace" and "truth" (the coordinates that comprise the "altruistic love" of All) one's energetic broadcast frequency has achieved inter-dimensional higher frequencies of "intention" that work with the mathematics/logic/wisdom of infinity (/eternity), as is the nature of All source behind the veil.

This means that through this altruistic frequency one is increasingly aligned with the core frequency of "infinite" life/ source. And therefore, this "light" is "bountifully" (/active inter-dimensionality) dispensed, and it follows that the more you dispense of it to All, the more it filters back through your field of "perception". For the higher "light's" very nature is inter-dimensional and eternal, having no limit, no beginning and no end in its altruistic frequencies of love and life.

You may have noticed that workers of the "light" who have not achieved "mastery", find themselves suddenly drained of higher "light" energy, fatigued and weak, they witness the distinct sensation of being "drained". This cycle can last days and weeks, at times even months or years for those that remain in "bondage" to its processes.

The secret of this process is most elegant and sacred, and I share it for the students that are thirsty for practical light-working guidance.

When one succumbs to utilizing the "light" for personal gain, and issues forth their "field of intent" through the baser frequencies of "control", "fear", "anger", "oppression", "lust", "need" or other states of "bondage", the aligned network to All is deconstructed (/broken), as the ego begins to "inflate" and block one's "sacred" transcendence portal.

The "light" energy is "misfired" through this misaligned state and once dispensed is then rendered unable to return, as the state of alignment, the very conduit of "active" inter-dimensionality was broken by fractured perceptions. The individual thus experiences profound weakness and fatigue and feels "drained" (all in ratio to the sensitivity of the individual's empathic abilities).

The light is not replenished because the individual deconstructed the altruistic frequency portal that "actively" connects (/reflects) to the infinite (/eternal) life-source/ creative frequencies of "light" of All. The higher "light" then hovers around the individual, awaiting proper realignment that can usher in a reunion of "active" inter-connectivity to All source.

The period of fatigue and weakness lasts as long as the individual's "intention field" transmits frequencies along critical, bias and oppressive frequencies due to the ego's amplification of "earth-body" consciousness within that distort and interfere with "higher" light frequency reception, thereby blocking the realignment of altruistic inter-connectivity.

It is for this reason that the experience of these "exile descents" vary and range in individual experience from a moment, a day, a week, a months, months or years. All is dependent on the reconstruction and alignment of altruistic "intention-field" broadcasts.

The "enlightened" that have taken possession of this sacred insight can sense the approaching misalignment in the abstract dimensions of "energy", "creativity", "form" before it manifests itself into the dimensions of material "action" by empowering (/girding) the "balance" before a "deconstruction" takes root. And those that fail to do so, can still altruistically re-establish alignment quite rapidly because they know the nature of this "active" inter-dimensional process and the weakness source of their "exile" and "descent".


Tue, 11 November 2008 / 13th of Cheshvan, 5769 (Parashat Vayera - Diaspora)

"Breath In" & "Breath Out" and The Two Trees in the Midst of the Garden

The Light of All That IS acts with complete kindness and yearning... always beckoning the individual closer and closer... to realign the soul's perception through the fullness of His Light... The "light" draws and beckons the soul closer through clearer and increasingly unobstructed realms of perception towards an uplifted existence in enlightened-connectivity to “all there is" through thought and action within the realm of "actualization".

“Breath In" & "Breath Out” & the Two Trees in the Midst of the Garden:

When the corrective “Light" draws one near, through union and oneness to "All That Is"... this is akin to Source "breathing in" and is in essence beckoning the individual closer and closer through intimate union of healing called the corrective (feminine) light.

Alternatively, when the intimate beckoning of the corrective light that yearns to awaken the individual to "life" becomes restrained and expelled from the individual’s immediate perception due the embolden ego’s hardening of misaligned perceptions, Source's healing system then relies on an alternative corrective process.

In essence, the individual has dictated alternative terms for his very advancement by embracing "improperly calibrated perceptions". The individual has thus exiled the Divine feminine through the presence his dominating ego, sealing the very portal and conduit through which the light can embrace the individual to draw the soul toward an accelerated correction and advancement.

As the individual’s “fractured” perception construct becomes increasingly hardened by his expanding ego, the individual becomes increasingly lost and absorbed in the vertigo of existential chaos, and the split perception of “good and evil”. These fracturing distortions are projected into perception by the individual’s dominating ego. The ego, like an ever-expanding bubble, expands through the expansion of its’ void, while outwardly reflecting illusory optics to help it maintain dominance over the individual’s perception.

Thus the individual summons beckoning from the Infinite' "left side" mechanism of “restraint” / retraction (and not through the right side of "expansion" /kindness) which strives to pry the individual free from the "prison of perception" the individual is doomed to drown in.

The intensity of the existential suffering will proceed to increase in ratio to the expansion of the ego’s grip on perception. This alternative and elongated approach to healing and correction has been set in motion from the start of disconnect, as the wise say, “He (/Source) has prepared the remedy before the strike”.

Through this mechanism, existential suffering proceeds to slowly build and emanate from the heart, slowly resonating within the individual. The more the individual ignores these signals of suffering, the more the gradually attracting chaotic and discordant energies will increase in frequency and intensity, and flow into the individual’s realm of “concrete action”, all in ratio to the ego’s internal void.

This existential suffering grows in its’ intensity to revive the individual’s perception for correction and erode the ego’s seal (/grip) over the heart’s transcendent conduit portal. This process accelerates until the existential suffering pangs climax to an extent to which the individual cannot ignore this pain any more.

Once the individual embraces the fullness of his existential pain, a true yearning arises to connect with its "true" root, his deep longing for the corrective light. Thus, the individual himself partners with the surrounding light’s yearning to banish the remnants of his domineering ego, taking the final blow to completely shatter the ego’s seal and enable the heart to initiate reunification with the corrective light and realign in oneness in "All That Is" (/the embracing of "true" perception).

The corrective light’s access, once granted by the individual’s sincere realigned perception, is a direct result of the insight awarded to the individual’s for “embracing” his existential suffering, a process the wise referred to as the “sparks of light produced through the shattering of vessels”.

These sparks of light rekindle the attraction of the individual’s perception for a blissful reunion with the intimate flow of corrective light (bringing healing, a singular corrected perception, and expanded awareness).

The surrounding light’s “shattering through suffering” mechanism essentially rescues the individual's perception from the ego’s domineering prison (a prison built on the foundation of internalized false perception constructs) by initiating "restraint" through "patient love", enabling the individual to correctly realigns his perception towards oneness and advance to the next tier of perception. This process of restraint through patient love is akin to the Divine’s "breathing out".

This process of “Breathing Out” is essentially the same mechanism as advancing through the Tree of Truth & Falsehood (Good & Perceived Evil) and yields precious sparks (/fruits) of light and understanding that are obtained through the process of existential suffering caused by the lights restraint.

Thus, the very same corrective light that the Divine uses to heal and correct through intimacy, also summons correction through existential angst in the individual by restraining its presence from contact with an individual with fractured perception.

The process of the Divine light’s “breathing in” is essentially the same mechanism we call “The Tree of Life”, the corrective “Light" that draws the individual near, through union and oneness to "all there is”.

An example of light and true insight acquired through the pangs of existential suffering from the Tree of Knowledge is the following hit song by Mat Kearney.

Breathe In Breathe Out Lyrics by Mat Kearney:

Breath in breathe out

tell me all of your doubt

everybody leads this way

just the same

breath in breathe out

move on and break down

everyone goes away

I will stay

We push and pull, and fall down sometimes

I’m not letting go, you hold the other line

Because there is a light

In your eyes, ...in your eyes

Hold on hold tight

From out of your sight

Everything keeps moving on, moving on,

Hold on hold tight

Make it through another night

Everyday there comes the sun with the dawn

We push and pull, and fall down sometimes

I’m not letting go, you hold the other line

Cause there is a light

In your eyes, ...in your eyes

There is a light

In your eyes, ...in your eyes

Breath in and breath out

Breath in and breath out

Breath in and breath out

Breath in and breath out

Look back and look right

Into the moon at night

Everything looks like the stars in your arms

There is a light

In your eyes, ... in your eyes

There is a light

In your eyes, ... in your eyes

There is a light

In your eyes, ... in your eyes

There is a light

In your eyes, ... in your eyes

Mon, 19 May 2008 / 14th of Iyyar, 5768/ Parshat Bechukotai/ 29th day of the Omer