Colorful Teardrops II.; The Fruit Of The Tree Of Knowledge

"Colorful Teardrops" is a term we use to refer to the sparks of light that deliver an individual to an enlightened perception, (hard lessons learned through) the shattering of false paradigms (/the breaking of misaligned constructs/ vessels) from the pangs of intense existential suffering.


Colorful Teardrops is a befitting name because tears produced by existential suffering are sacred tears. These tears cleanse the heart with pure intention and usher in deliverance and increasing revelation to the sanctity and light latent within all things.


Each limited paradigm of reality embraced by an individual is reminiscent of a color (/sephira of expression / creative chord of expression) that distorts the lens of perception of the totality of the gestalt of all the other colors (creative chords of expression from the Almighty) present within the total construct of true reality (/ i.e. the Higher Light).

Higher Light is in essence the sum benevolent total of all there is, and is the complete and harmonized spectrum of colors (/energies all arranged in proper ratio, balance and united) which we fail to recognize in the our lower worlds (dimensions) of perception.


Lessons gathered through suffering, are akin to the Light's beckoning the individual's perception forward by breaking (through existential suffering) disproportional constructs that restrain the individual's perception from advancing closer in intimacy to the total light of the Almighty.


Each time the individual advances in perception of an ascending color (/energy frequency/ sephira) paradigm, the ego arises and mis-calibrates (/mutates/ misaligns) the individual’s perception for constructing a harmonized perception with the entirety of Creation. The individual becomes (entranced by ego) fixated with the newly obtained color (energy) perception, and thus begins to again restrict his perception of the a greater unified construct due to perceiving their world through misaligned lens of the newly acquired color (/energy) construct (which de facto, blocks out the appropriate balance of the collective, unifying source, energy spectrum of the higher unified light of the Creator). Thus, the individual’s ego proceeds to distort the totality of reality from their individualized perception, distancing the individual from the corrective Higher Light due to such prejudicial distortions.

The Higher Light then sends existential suffering to rescue the individual from the previous distorted perception constructs and realign the individual's perception to the totality of All "within" (espeklaryah m'erah/ to expand to a clear lens of perception .


The actual healing and correction of the soul is delivered through the embracing of existential suffering (through the perception of meaning and kindness; called mkabel yesurim b'ahavah; the obtaining a higher love through spiritual suffering) and thereby vanquishing of ego (inverting the individualized ego into a force for infinite spiritual desire for altruism towards the collective of existence), and with a wholehearted yearning for further correction.

Therefore, each distortion, corrected through the lessons of existential suffering is akin to sacred healing tears produced from breaking free from the dominion of splintered (sephira/ shade of the fractured streams of creative the energy spectrum) perception. Thus, the individual’s perception expands to become balanced with the unified totality of the full spectrum of primordial music of creation (/Ohr HaGanuz) ; a gestalt effect (shabbat shabbaton) aligned with a simple and pure narrative of eternal oneness gleaned through these Colorful Teardrops lessons of the Tree of Knowledge dualistic existential lessons of spirit.

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Mon, 19 May 2008 / 14th of Iyyar, 5768/ Parshat Bechukotai (Diaspora)/ 29th day of the Omer