"Breath In" & "Breath Out" and The Two Trees in the Midst of the Garden

The Light of All That IS acts with complete kindness and yearning... always beckoning the individual closer and closer... to realign the soul's perception through the fullness of His Light... The "light" draws and beckons the soul closer through clearer and increasingly unobstructed realms of perception towards an uplifted existence in enlightened-connectivity to “all there is" through thought and action within the realm of "actualization".

“Breath In" & "Breath Out” & the Two Trees in the Midst of the Garden:

When the corrective “Light" draws one near, through union and oneness to "All That Is"... this is akin to Source "breathing in" and is in essence beckoning the individual closer and closer through intimate union of healing called the corrective (feminine) light.

Alternatively, when the intimate beckoning of the corrective light that yearns to awaken the individual to "life" becomes restrained and expelled from the individual’s immediate perception due the embolden ego’s hardening of misaligned perceptions, Source's healing system then relies on an alternative corrective process.

In essence, the individual has dictated alternative terms for his very advancement by embracing "improperly calibrated perceptions". The individual has thus exiled the Divine feminine through the presence his dominating ego, sealing the very portal and conduit through which the light can embrace the individual to draw the soul toward an accelerated correction and advancement.

As the individual’s “fractured” perception construct becomes increasingly hardened by his expanding ego, the individual becomes increasingly lost and absorbed in the vertigo of existential chaos, and the split perception of “good and evil”. These fracturing distortions are projected into perception by the individual’s dominating ego. The ego, like an ever-expanding bubble, expands through the expansion of its’ void, while outwardly reflecting illusory optics to help it maintain dominance over the individual’s perception.

Thus the individual summons beckoning from the Infinite' "left side" mechanism of “restraint” / retraction (and not through the right side of "expansion" /kindness) which strives to pry the individual free from the "prison of perception" the individual is doomed to drown in.

The intensity of the existential suffering will proceed to increase in ratio to the expansion of the ego’s grip on perception. This alternative and elongated approach to healing and correction has been set in motion from the start of disconnect, as the wise say, “He (/Source) has prepared the remedy before the strike”.

Through this mechanism, existential suffering proceeds to slowly build and emanate from the heart, slowly resonating within the individual. The more the individual ignores these signals of suffering, the more the gradually attracting chaotic and discordant energies will increase in frequency and intensity, and flow into the individual’s realm of “concrete action”, all in ratio to the ego’s internal void.

This existential suffering grows in its’ intensity to revive the individual’s perception for correction and erode the ego’s seal (/grip) over the heart’s transcendent conduit portal. This process accelerates until the existential suffering pangs climax to an extent to which the individual cannot ignore this pain any more.

Once the individual embraces the fullness of his existential pain, a true yearning arises to connect with its "true" root, his deep longing for the corrective light. Thus, the individual himself partners with the surrounding light’s yearning to banish the remnants of his domineering ego, taking the final blow to completely shatter the ego’s seal and enable the heart to initiate reunification with the corrective light and realign in oneness in "All That Is" (/the embracing of "true" perception).

The corrective light’s access, once granted by the individual’s sincere realigned perception, is a direct result of the insight awarded to the individual’s for “embracing” his existential suffering, a process the wise referred to as the “sparks of light produced through the shattering of vessels”.

These sparks of light rekindle the attraction of the individual’s perception for a blissful reunion with the intimate flow of corrective light (bringing healing, a singular corrected perception, and expanded awareness).

The surrounding light’s “shattering through suffering” mechanism essentially rescues the individual's perception from the ego’s domineering prison (a prison built on the foundation of internalized false perception constructs) by initiating "restraint" through "patient love", enabling the individual to correctly realigns his perception towards oneness and advance to the next tier of perception. This process of restraint through patient love is akin to the Divine’s "breathing out".

This process of “Breathing Out” is essentially the same mechanism as advancing through the Tree of Truth & Falsehood (Good & Perceived Evil) and yields precious sparks (/fruits) of light and understanding that are obtained through the process of existential suffering caused by the lights restraint.

Thus, the very same corrective light that the Divine uses to heal and correct through intimacy, also summons correction through existential angst in the individual by restraining its presence from contact with an individual with fractured perception.

The process of the Divine light’s “breathing in” is essentially the same mechanism we call “The Tree of Life”, the corrective “Light" that draws the individual near, through union and oneness to "all there is”.

An example of light and true insight acquired through the pangs of existential suffering from the Tree of Knowledge is the following hit song by Mat Kearney.

Breathe In Breathe Out Lyrics by Mat Kearney:

Breath in breathe out

tell me all of your doubt

everybody leads this way

just the same

breath in breathe out

move on and break down

everyone goes away

I will stay

We push and pull, and fall down sometimes

I’m not letting go, you hold the other line

Because there is a light

In your eyes, ...in your eyes

Hold on hold tight

From out of your sight

Everything keeps moving on, moving on,

Hold on hold tight

Make it through another night

Everyday there comes the sun with the dawn

We push and pull, and fall down sometimes

I’m not letting go, you hold the other line

Cause there is a light

In your eyes, ...in your eyes

There is a light

In your eyes, ...in your eyes

Breath in and breath out

Breath in and breath out

Breath in and breath out

Breath in and breath out

Look back and look right

Into the moon at night

Everything looks like the stars in your arms

There is a light

In your eyes, ... in your eyes

There is a light

In your eyes, ... in your eyes

There is a light

In your eyes, ... in your eyes

There is a light

In your eyes, ... in your eyes

Mon, 19 May 2008 / 14th of Iyyar, 5768/ Parshat Bechukotai/ 29th day of the Omer