The Kabbalah of the 5 Levels of Soul

The light of Divinity is fluid and intimate.

However it is not of a sensual intimacy, but rather a refined eros of energetic intimacy.

Every individual is comprised of 5 channels of awareness that vie to control or emancipate creative vitality (שפע).

1. Ruach BeHaimah ( רוח  בהמה)  
2. Nefesh (נֶפֶש) 
3. Neshamah (נשמה) 
4. Chayah (חָיָה) 
5. Yechidah (יְחִידָה)  

Ruach BeHaimah (רוח  בהמה) 

When left to its own devices the Ruach BeHaimah beats like a loud base or war drum. It rallies and consumes creative momentum while drowning out the input of more subtle and advanced creative processes that comprise overall awareness.

Nefesh (נֶפֶש) 

The nefesh (נֶפֶש) facilitates abstract cognitive and deductive processes that link the intellect to selfhood. It prosecutes existence through reductive approaches to reason to break down data in ways that can be isolated, measured and compared. Its processes are akin to a loud horn section that drowns out the musics of the other instruments with a clarion of might and bold conquest. 

Neshamah (נשמה) 

The neshamah (נשמה) is a network that carries creative vitality and a  current of restorative creative potentials from the Higher Soul’s boundless awareness.  It bridges the individual from deterministic processes into a greater orchestration for catalyzing an influx of new possibility into dimensions of greater fulfillment. The neshamah is like the soft, steadying music of a flute. Its restorative influence gets detected and enhanced as the baser channels of awareness get quieted.

Chayah (חָיָה)

The chayah (חָיָה) is akin to a collective unconscious driving the underlying characteristics of  a given civilization. It regulates the gravity of cultural pull over society. It is akin to a loud like choral section that accompanies the greater symphonic experience of existence.

Yechidah (יְחִידָה)  

The yechidah (יְחִידָה) channel of awareness emanates from a unified and timeless perspective. It is the consonance of higher soul supporting the awareness and creative output of all incarnations connected to its’ soul root (unique creative spectrum). It is a perspective where the creative light of Eternal and the Soul blur as one and the same. It is through a network of yechidah root souls that Divinity recreates and calibrates existence as a single  instant. It is from the yechidah level of soul that neshamah unlocks to new creative potentials for the individual and the greater world that restores fatalistic trajectories with the sovereignty to orchestrate greater potentials into harmonized fulfillment. The yechidah is akin to the soft harmonizing of a heavenly harp, its music can only be proactively catalyzed by raising awareness beyond the baser din of other instrumentation, and tuning the other levels of awareness to accentuate its’ soft, indelible song.

When an individual draws the creative raw influx of creative vitality from the soul’s network, and rather than allowing it to seamlessly flow, contains it through the brute reductive processes of nefesh level processing, then it will have the effect of amplifying the ego. This extrinsic pride hardens the aspirants heart and separating him from the approaches of  vulnerable authenticity needed to rise to access the higher more subtle processes.

Without the conditions for vulnerably intimate ecstatic states, the aspirant’s intentions become deluded in ways that repel the aspirant from fluidly advancing on their path of fluid spiritual realization. Musically, the this aspirant grows increasingly unable to detect the higher musics with clarity and is therefore unable  tame the baser music to support in the higher orchestration.

Should aspirant raise the dormant vitality at the Ruach BeHaimah or Nefesh channel of awareness to interface with current of the free flowing new vitality at the Neshamah level of awareness it will balance out the stasis of tension fallout from the pull and repress conflicts between mind and body — 

this will open the doors of perception to the corrective creative processes that will heighten awareness through graceful metacognitive states, so  creativity and greater harmonization can orchestrate and thrive. 

Should the aspirant raise the new and revitalized  influx of creative vitality to overflow at a chayah level of awareness — it will harmonize the tug-a-war between their individual and cultural self. This restoration will   gradually open gates more fluid  altruistic service, delivering heightened sensitivity for extrasensory perception. Together, the aspirant will arise with an awareness restored with greater balance and simplicity; able to sense the encroaching of past pitfalls  and transcend past fallout.

Should the aspirant raise the new and revitalized creative influx to interface at a yechidah level — he will open the door to resetting potentials that can alter the trajectory of progress for time itself and impacting the trajectory of personal and greater history. This link will shorten the path to Divine inspiration and give sanction to intuitive direction and instruction from your future realized expressions of soul through the Divine name Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh (אֶהְיֶה אֲשֶׁר אֶהְיֶה).

May the merit of this primer help shorten the path of struggle and emancipate a direct path of intimate living and authenticity where the light of the Shechinah (שְׁכִינָה‎) [Divine Feminine light of latent potentials] can reign for all.

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Body & Soul

The juxtaposition of body and soul is a dance between opposite ends of the creative spectrum. The body is an expression of form, while the soul is an expression of essence. While form relates to utility for shifting conditions of an intended journey, essence relates to the integrity fulfilled at the eventual destination. The body is an organism that matures and decays. The body's nervous system serves its' survival by remaining reactive. In contrast, the eternal soul fragment is an extension of  a constant that permeates vitality. It thrives when cultivating equanimity. 

Incarnating presents a challenging journey of decent for a fragment of soul. From a Greater Soul that is boundlessly etherial and intrinsic, it descends into a world partial to the superficial. As such, it enters corporeal confines that dim its' radiance. Friction and struggle are so much a part of the engine driving material consciousness. Through it all, the soul fragment must remain secure in its' authenticity. This is the path for harmonizing prevalent struggle, without becoming governed by it.

Like a sensor designed to detect broadcasts far away, the soul fragment is highly attuned and sensitive. It receives an array of input of impressions from the past, future and outside time itself. Consider a doctor listening to a patient's heartbeat with the aid of a stethoscope. The patient is instructed to breath deeply so that an accurate medical analysis can be conducted on his heart. Were the patient to ignore these instructions and instead talk loudly through the examination, the doctor would be unable to complete an accurate assessment. The doctor's stethoscope is designed to detect a patient's heart rhythm, but extraneous input reverberating through the patients' vocal chords has the effect of overstimulating the device. It is similar with the incarnated fragment of soul, subtle shifts of mood, emotion and general reactivity effect its' range of detection and the subject of its' connection.

A survivalist verve pervades the body's mechanics. Initially, the soul fragment is confounded by the caustic hum of its' surroundings. These wear on the soul fragment's acute sensitivity and interfere with a flow of vitality extending from the' Greater Soul. If the body is akin to rhythm, the soul is akin to harmony. An amateur musician would produce quite a lot of dissonance before competently orchestrating harmonic progressions between these two musical components. It is similarly challenging for a beginner to steer lasting coherence between their body and soul. If you are musically inclined, you will recognize that melody aptly bridges between rhythm and harmony. Similarly, the emotional integrity of your heart bridges constructive momentum between your body and soul to yield unified expression. This is why spiritual teachers advocate daily routines of techniques designed to rebalance the heart's emotional coherence. Each day the heart must take the lead and bridge through the surfacing impasses of the day. 

The soul fragment finds comfort in the sensory nurturing accessible through corporeality. Nurturing and bonding silence the body's survivalist din and activate the harmonics of the soul. This is because a lull of shared security disarms the body, while collective benevolent expression is native to the soul. These conditions allow the soul fragment to reconnect with the essential pulse of creative vitality extending from its' Greater Soul. This is why nurturing is especially key during a child's early development. If executed on an intrinsic level, it inculcates a halo of reverence for the soul's distinct creative expression throughout a child's maturation of identity and selfhood. Such reverence will secure the child's sensitivity in ways that promote soul consciousness with each bridge to individuation. For those that grow up without early childhood nurturing, it is never too late. From a spiritual standpoint, a lifetime is about the process of gradually uncoiling the full creative spectrum of your soul, and learning how to selflessly employ its' resources in ways that extend harmony. Ultimately, regardless of your upbringing, you are the sole arbiter over the development of your soul. Its' birthright is yours to reclaim. You can always choose to reset conditions to foster greater heart sensitivity and re-kindle your soul's latent ingenuity. No matter that challenge, you are at all times free to render choices that extend the terrain of your soul's authenticy. Essentially, you are at all times free to refine the love extending from your heart.

Survivalist friction propels the evolution of material consciousness. When you identify with "form" you are most apt to feel spiritually drained, abandoned and divided. These are called times of "constricted consciousness". To get through these times, many are taught to lean on to the simple faith that their journey has a higher purpose. That they are journeying in the company of a greater awareness. From a more unified perspective, the notion of "alone" is a complete facade and an utter impossibility within spirit. By achieving a unified soul-centred space of consciousness you witness yourself as an active expression of a pervasive and expansive awareness. It is from this space that you spiritually activate the nature of your heart's expressions as advancement of an overarching divinity. This is why spiritual masters recognized descents into "constricted-consciousness" as momentous opportunities for pro-actively catalyzing spiritual re-unifications. By entering into the abyss and uplifting it to a higher grace, you instil elevated impressions for a new pathway. The pathway is a bridge that widens its' narrows for all those that had struggled with such a descent in the past. This is the way the light begins to dawn within the darkness, and gradually, the dominance of darkness begins to recede. 

This works in a way that is also trans-linear, as the achievement simultaneously releases the grip on those struggling with it in the past, while simultaneously immunizing many from falling prey to pull of a similar decline in the future. It is like a scout traversing through high grasses and thicket that obscure his vision to secure a path. He works diligently chopping down the chest high grasses and clearing the thicket to make a trail that others will follow with clarity and ease. 

The masters saw these feats as having the effect of releasing latent spiritual momentum. That there are pockets of spiritual vitality detached from the flow of the greater orchestration. They dedicated themselves to teaching their students how to diligently corral the lost reserves that contribute to the flux and turbulence playing out on a the worldly stage. They celebrated such inner feats as having transformational effects well beyond one's personal arena.

Your incarnated soul fragment was sent to experiment with the creative vitality extending from your Greater Soul. Throughout your worldly journey, you will always confront the choice of whether to engage with form or the intrinsic. When you engage with form, you extend to it a part of your soul's vitality. By making this connection you will experience attachments. These attachments with distort your awareness and direction. When journeying across the nihilistic flux of the worldly veneer many seek refuge in these attachments, but they are just shells of identity that further disconnect them from their soul's authenticity. The level of consciousness you choose to connect with and enter into will have the effect of either amplifying or repressing your Greater Soul's vitality. It is always your choice how to connect experientially.

Your heart sings a melody that extends bridges. With the music of your heart you choose where, and to what degree you share your soul's vitality. Do you choose to splice yourself into externalities that cloak from your awareness your greatest resource? Or, do you penetrate the superficial just enough to seed it with the intrinsic and allow the obfuscations to gradually recede in season? If you choose correctly, you will find that those in the practice of planting seeds learn to expect the unexpected.

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Reincarnation

Reincarnation

The Greater Soul resides outside the filters of time. Its' fragments are seeded into creation in ways that extend through the past, the future and the perspective of your present now. Each soul fragment that incarnates accepts a charge to experiment with creation through the confines of materiality and its veil of linear consciousness. From there, they go to catalyze creation through the power of their soul's creative signature. This experience provides the fragment with a platform to extend its range of authentic expression. It is like a musician who grew up with up with a favourite melody. As the musician masters his craft, he attempts to interject new tempos, harmonies, exploring abstract jazz compositions that expand on the expressed creative terrain of the simple melody.


Each soul fragment is connected through its' Greater Soul to all it's other fragments journeying through the past and future. While in a fragmented state, a fragment witnesses time sequentially, with future occurrences being predicated by events past. From a unified state, soul fragments operating in the past, present and future are all working in tandem on the achievement of a single creative instant. Consider for a moment the way you see light. You experience light as a unified expression regardless of which particular photon particle is first to be processed by receptors in your eye. Similarly, from the perspective of the Greater Soul all time is energy in perpetual recalibration of a single euphoric realization.

A re-unified soul fragment can proactively reset momentum for future states of consciousness in ways that empower future fragments to mitigate disruptive dissonance orchestrated in the past. These resources of the soul retroactively redirect self-serving or polarizing cycles being set in motion. Not only does this chart new possibilities for the future, but it drives harmonious creation by removing impediments to a powerful stream. Consider a raft flowing precariously down a rapids. The turbulence of the rapids is produced as the rush of water crashes into rocks impeding the river's harmonic flow. Were you to remove the obstructing stones from the river, the pace of flow would dramatically increase and the raft would coast in greater harmony. 

The degree of spiritual drag confronted in the future is relative to the depths of dissonance being emotionally evoked by fragments living in the past. The drag is akin to a dense fog that obfuscates spiritual clarity. Just as static scrambles a radio signal, dissonance scrambles the influx of the Greater Soul. This has the effect of becoming closed off to the ingenuity of more advanced fragments trying to aid from the future. It is therefore essential to harmoniously reintegrate dissonant impressions radiating in the past. Without such unification, impressions of fragments past will continually disrupt the conscious realization of harmonic states reigning in the future. 

Countering the drag from fragments past is the advanced momentum resounding back from the euphoric future. There, advanced soul fragments work to harmonize with fragments operating in the past and facilitate an enhanced unity. The greater the unity, the greater the amplification of the creative resources extended by the Greater Soul onto the worldly stage. When unified, the soul fragments complete a single circuit of enhanced illumination. It is akin to a light that beams brightly as an electrical current is released through reconnecting circuitry at the flip of a switch.

At times, there are soul fragments in the past that have advanced to profound levels of intimacy with their Greater Soul. These illuminated individuals loosen the binds of past dissonance, and plant seeds within the collective consciousness to galvanize impressions that seed expansive harmony in the future. These "ascended" soul fragments of the past attain advanced states by developing a strong spiritual bond with fellow soul fragments harmonizing creation's narrative retroactively from their station in the future. It was in this fashion that great spiritual luminaries of the past were capable of such powerful feats of love and compassion that their impressions bent the underlying rules of natural law governing the earth.

The momentum seeded by each soul fragment has instant repercussions upon the trajectory of the rest. The pendulum of momentum shifts as a fragment binds together with its fellow fragments in ways that mitigate prevailing impediments of progress. Regardless of level of advancement a particular fragment, it is connected to fragments with great spiritual mastery prepared to aid from the future. All fragments are intricately connected in what they help create and orchestrate, and there none that is unworthy of expanding to their soul's highest grace. Solutions for this world are seeded within to bloom throughout. Such is the nature of all lasting creation.

Fragments that achieve a graceful embrace of their Greater Soul's creative signature while living a material experience are designated as spiritually "sovereign" or "free". This stage of development means that their journey is no longer de-facto predicated as merely repercussions of dissonance flowing from the past. A karmic balance can no longer hinder their destiny because they have accessed a facility to retroactively transform all that has preceded. In this way, they have an enhanced ability to help script their own destiny and the destiny of the greater human race.

Once spiritually sovereign, they experience enhanced sensitivity. That sensitivity gives them greater range. With that range they are able to "hear" the euphoric music resonating in the future. The music gets closer as they remain in grace, connected to their soul's song of truth.  Gradually, they grow enraptured by the euphoric flow. They live their lives like they are dancing to music that others cannot hear. With this sensitivity comes enhanced heart coherence. It enables them to connect to all of existence in ways that heal. They grow less callous to prevailing suffering and apathy. They can no longer encourage with the harsh  conditions that put humanity through cycles of divide. They grow boldly in their love, regardless of worldly sentiment because they can sense that world conflict is just a fallout of the density of dissonance radiating from a more primitive past. Instead, they awaken to a mandate of pro-actively seeding greater harmonization. Their shadow of separateness is shed and they dutifully serve all of creation by anchoring the clarifying music of future harmonization. From the ecstatic expression from which they were hewn, each soul fragments will be rendered whole again.  

Each sovereign fragment works to galvanize greater cohesively by propelling advancements that transform of the narrative for all of creation. With each one added new sun dawns bringing with it a resign of new possibilities. Each one is a link. Each one is needed. With each connection creative resources flowing from the Greater Soul are allowed to flow unbridled. Increasingly the harmonics of its' flow thin the linear veil and time itself. Many cultures use a phrase for a time of great illumination and peace on earth. Their spiritual teachers would say "when the time comes", but they would not say when we come to the time. That is because they taught their students techniques for how to draw a time closer.They too saw time a teaming with life capable of reaching out and embracing your heart.
They envisioned such restoration while evoking the popular refrain; "As above, so below". They understood that as the veil grows thinner, our world becomes a place where the once seemingly impossible, becomes increasingly imminent.

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The Soul

Each time a soul fragment is seeded onto this world it signals the potential dawning for a new light. That light is sent to help recalibrate and balance humanity's collective mindset. As the light is released, it reverberates in the collective consciousness to open new gates of perception. Gradually, we awaken to a world where people are more mindful of their eternal nature and better able to commune with beckoning beauty of each soul. 

The aspects of soul that remain beyond the veil of linear consciousness are called the Greater Soul. The masters called the confines of linear consciousness "the veil" because it binds the fulness of a soul's restorative light. Just like a veil worn over your eyes diminishes your ability to accurately witness what transpires before you, the veil of linear consciousness restricts your ability to witness existence from the eternal perspective of your Greater Soul.

Linear consciousness sees all that occurs as proceeding from a serial progression. Every effect is driven by a prior cause. The linear perspective predicates that the more we can account for causes, the more rigidly we can determine a given outcome. Although this perspective has helped revolutionize the many mechanical feats for obtaining dominion over nature, it is dangerously a deterministic model that leaves no room for the soul. Its perspective fuels cultural ideologies that suffocate sovereign choice and creativity. It favours a cold and calculated worldview and a ceaseless appetite for control; but has no place for love.

Beyond the constrains of linear consciousness, notions like past, present and future fold upon themselves to reveal a singularly sovereign current. Along this stream, a future event can profoundly rearrange all that proceeded it, just as past momentum obfuscates that same event from dawning to fruition. A sovereign awareness between these poles of momentum can resolve the friction and generate more unified momentum. Additionally, a consciousness that exists outside the confines of the entire construct can be summoned to help orchestrate trajectories that recalibrate the poles to reduce overall friction for a more fluid expression.  

The Greater Soul sees creation from a vastly different vantage point from where its' fragments reside. It witness unfolding creation from a space that is beyond the refracting confines of time itself. From its' eternal perspective, all of creation is playing out a pattern of perpetual recalibration towards a single realization. The parts of this single instant are perpetually advancing in tandem to more refined eventualities. It is for this reason that the masters have taught, "Creation is restored in the engagement of each instant". 

This "instant" was seeded through a polarizing filter that amplifies a sense of separateness for each soul fragment under its' auspices. The construct provides each fragment an forum to explore its' individualized integrity. Similarly, the filter constrains the Greater Soul's ability overrule the integrity of choice of each proceeding soul fragment. The Greater Soul channels its creative resources to optimize overall cohesion in accordance to the free range awarded to it from the respective' fragments. Its resources extend from the sovereign harmonization of the fragments journeying in the future state of the filtered system to increasingly mitigate the obstructions rooted by more rigid fragments journeying through the filters's past. 

The consciousness of each soul fragment residing in corporeal form is constrained by the levels of polarization of its time. The past pole of the filter amplifies the evolutionary verve body consciousness that propelled organisms compete for survival and evolve through natural selection. The survivalist hum of form grows increasingly pronounced the more you venture into the physical past. The future pole is illuminates a glorified era of soul consciousness where existence is increasingly embrace through a lens of eternal considerations for rendering an enhanced unity. 

A soul fragment journeying in our time is torn between the mechanized perspective that awards the cunning dominion evolutionarily hardwired into the body consciousness and the transcendent impressions of by its' Greater Soul that serves an eternal gestalt. These conditions ensure that you are presented with the choice to dedicate to journey to one of these alternate paths. Do you choose the slow and painful evolutionary model or the path unleashing the flurry of ingenuity of the soul? 

The soul fragment is protected in a halo innocence through early childhood. Presently, our world does not place a premium on innocence. Children are sent to schools where they are assessed as data. They are are taught to excel through trials of competition and achievement. They graduate into societies that award power to the few at the expense of the whole; a world groomed to embrace survivalist models and accumulate greater control. Future leaders of industry and nations are trained to relish struggle and leverage their agendas through "divide and conquer" models for overcoming competing interests. It is a world perpetuating a determined path path of confrontation and marginalization. 

It is no surprise that  the soul fragment seeded in this environment grows increasingly detached. Its ingenuity has little place to shine. It loses an appreciation for its distinct vitality and its' light slowly dims. It surrenders its light in exchange for being awarded a place in society as an interchangeable cog to perpetuate the deterministic wheel. But social roles do not bring happiness, and life starts to tastes of apathy; haunted by the shadow of its eternal self. With the veil bound so tightly around its vision, does it even stand a chance?

Your fragmented soul came to this world with an appetite for eternal expressions, but you were born to a civilization that still leans heavily on reductionistic thinking and competition. Persevering nonetheless, you adapted the best you could to master the survivalist ways of this world. Along this path you watched others awarded for cultivating "controls" to secure their successes. But, somewhere along the way you began to realize that "control" only offers protection from perceived threats, but it cannot substitute lasting happiness. 

"Happiness" is the innate state of your complete soul. You cannot expand to it while leveraged within a fractured state. Instead you must cultivate your inner creative vitality, the expression of your soul's light. As you do, it harmonizes parts of you that seem foreign, but echo ever so familiar. You will realize wholeness, and happiness will ensue.

The masters have related that the blind man learns the path in one of two ways. He either learns the path by smacking into enough walls and discovering the path through pain, or he learns to develop his other senses to travel with ease. The later process of developing innate senses is called  the “short path”, it is mastered as you claim "intimacy" as your guiding staff.  The path of intimacy will reveal eternal perspectives while you are surrounded by a worldview that serves finite considerations. In dedication to this path you will have to delve inward and recover your halo of  innocence and witness the beauty of your soul. This path will empower you to restore the fragments of your soul with their greater source. 

Contemplate the following distinction. Along the your life's journey some lessons you acquired felt like “learning”, while others felt more like “remembering”. There were occasions when you absorbed a lot of ideas that were foreign to your soul. There were other occasions when the lessons felt familiar and natural.

They relate to two different ways for accumulating wisdom. There is a level of wisdom that is born of "understanding". You do not actually ever find it, but rather you taste what it isn't and deduce what it must truly be. There is a higher level of wisdom that is called "knowing". It is a far more intimate and a form of experiential discovery. Its knowledge is alive with vibrancy and you converge to experience it. It is wisdom that is experienced. It kisses your soul and leaves your heart a whole lot bigger. 

Your soul fragment is a creative signature. It is through this creative signature that you can harmonize the other fragments of your soul scattered across time in harmony with its' greater source. Many fragments of your Greater Soul have journey along the past, and others are luminaries in the future. The impressions of all of these journeys are etched eternally onto the essential song of your soul. The path of intimacy will summon your Greater Soul to bolster your heart with the music of eternal considerations and restored cohesion. Through its lens you can uplift the static of past dissonance and draw amplified creative resources to draw closer harmonic solutions. 

You will routinely be presented with the two paths. Society has only prepared you for the cold, long and winding one. It has steadfastly taught you what isn't so that you better deduce what truly is. But, inside you know a shorter way.  It is more romantic because it is filled with mystique, and love is always more romantic in the dark. Exhilarating in its intimacy. it fuels you with a sensation of hastening reunion with every advance you take. The harmony you discover keep you increasingly on a track that is independent of the drama that needed to learn from from contrasts. 

The lessons that feel like "remembering" are so key. These impressions awaken you to the eternality of your essential worth. These prepare you for true intimacy of embracing your divinity eye to eye. The lessons that feel like "remembering" are seeded by the advanced fragments of your soul. These help ripen your will in freedom and unleash the ingenuity of your inner light. You will feel whole and witness the happiness that always was, and celebrate your part in the realization of the greatest orchestration; The True Love Story. 

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The Secret of the Higher Self

To get the gift, you want to seek to live from Spirit. 

Then you are not merely asking for "life", a life that is a flash in the pan, a blink of the eye. That is not the life you are asking for. For through Spirit you are asking for the assistance to wake up to the magnificence and magnitude of your own Divinity, of your own song as an Angel, as a spark of All Source.

For as you awaken to that Eternal stream, you enable your higher self that lives for All eternity, you enable it to awaken, and come alive within your present "Now". 

And I want to impart a sacred secret about the Higher Self. And this involves a bit of a paradox, so, please bare with me... 

For one must understand, that from the perspective of beyond the veil, all is Eternal. And in the highest resonance All is One. And so, when you are in a fragmented state, in aspects of "shame" and "oppression", then there are aspects within yourself that you are struggling with, instead of flowing with in unison through the unity of All.

 

When this is splintering of self is happening, you become stuck in "fractured" time; in "past", "present" and "future" constructs. 

But we wish to impart to you that in truth, there is no past and there is no future. There is only a repetition of "Nows". And these nows come into manifestation along with the collective resonances from above and the collective resonances from below. You recreate your world in each instant!!! 

And so, when you are in a perspective of "without", the fractured consciousness of "past", "present" and "future", when you are struggling and trying to block out aspects that your own expansion, or your energies are diverted into the struggle of sustaining aspects that are completely "virtual" and are not real (at All); When this splintering take root, then the individual's Higher Self does not exist!

And you will ask, how can that be, how can an individual's Higher Self not exist?

Well, it is because from beyond the veil, the Higher Self exist in a space that is timeless, a harmonized Oneness; and so at moments where you and your Higher Self are unaligned in oneness, your higher self does not exist in your manifested "now"! For within the true "Now", there is coalescing of your fragments of "past", "present" and "future" and there is only a single eternal "Now". But when you are out of oneness, and out of alignment with All within, then there is an aspect of your higher self that is not alive from the perspective of Eternity --- and that aspect is you! 

You are part of the collective of your higher self and you are the conduit that is desperately missing. You are not pulling your energies through your natural higher self collective and it is because of this that from your vantage point your Higher Self does not appear to exist (in your fractured Now) at All. And in such a state, to a great degree their energies and abilities to help you manifest are not existent, or accessible to your awareness. For you have blocked them out, and rendered them obsolete; so they do not exist because they are impeded from flowing through you. 

As you enter into meditation or prayer to achieve balance and harmony with All That Is "within", in intimacy you reignite your "passion" and this triggers the activation of your spiritual memory through your Higher Self collective. 

This memory "song" begins to echo into the unconscious levels of your deeper self. Slowly, within this aligned intimacy you begin to be flooded with the loving cadences of your Higher Self collective. You witness the song of your Higher Self and with this recognition you bring forth a reunion with the cadences of eternal life enhance in oneness your experience along the material plane. For, if this very same moment were to become the end of your material journey, because you are in a state of fulfilled unification, your song shines throughout the oneness of eternity beyond the veil. But, at moments when you in a fractured alignment, your Higher Self retroactively doesn't exist (from the perspective of your fractured perception), for your resonance is fractured and the Higher Self collective are of the oneness that transcends time and space considerations. When your journey is not in oneness, when your journey is fragmented, they are restricted and are restricted by you from existing in relation to you. They are like potentials that are never brought into the fruition of your actuality. They require your recognition to unify with you, and together flow abundantly along your tier of corporeal existence. 

They await for you to retain alignment in each "Now", for you govern your Now in the dimension of actuality in the material realm. You are awarded with free choice, and your choices manifest the actuality that you experience. You are awarded the bountiful freedom to choose to love or oppress. You can become stagnated in oppression or liberated through the freedom to True Love, loving All collectively from "within". You have that power, that vital power of choice. 

And when you reach that alignment in meditation, in balance, or harmony; it is a prayer of intimacy! When you reach that alignment, then your Higher Self is manifested to exist. For if the world that you know would end in this aligned moment, you are aligned with the light of eternity. At that particular moment, all is aligned and yes, the higher self exist eternally in all dimensions forever.

This is a great secret for an individual never knows when their time on this earth tier will end, so make each moment's resonance as if it was your last. Remain in complete balance at 0-point energy, sustaining the flow of that true love into your every Now. Co-Create actively and rejoin with your Higher Self collective. Allow them to make a difference through you. Offer them the channel to be impactful through you to help make this world more intimate, more loving and more real. Help introduce to all consciousness, resonances, frequencies and cords of energy to the Real World. For that is the nature of the coalescing of the great love song of All That Is. And we do not want to be detached from our loved ones.

We are "Jacob", and so it is.