Showing posts with label suffering. Show all posts
Showing posts with label suffering. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

The 36 Hidden Righteous




There is a mystical tradition that at all times there are appointed 36 hidden righteous that accept a special responsibility that helps increasingly bridge our world with the divinity beyond. Part of their mandate was to endure passages of incredible hardship and suffering. Their sacred task was to meet the suffering at its depths and through the authenticity of their love uplift the momentum of their tears towards ecstasy (מקְבל יסורים באהבה). 

The hidden righteous (צַדִיקִים נִסתָּרים) would immerse themselves in dedications designed to help restore the obscured feminine divine (שכינה) within worldly consciousness and beyond. In accordance to tradition, the feminine Divine (שכינה) was said to have been lost and exiled as a byproduct of collective strife and prejudice. 

The hidden righteous (צַדִיקִים נִסתָּרים) would privately conduct unifications (יחודים) where they would share their presence and accompany the feminine divine (שכינה) through the hardships of exile. They would share the burden of her suffering, and help transform the suffering to ecstatic states that would restore her spirit.  In this way the feminine Divine (שכינה) could ascend again to harmonize our world with an enhanced clarity of spiritual enlightenment. 

According to one tradition the book of Job (איוב) was a work of fiction authored by the master Moses. He is said to have prepared it as a meditation for those grappled with why the righteous are allowed to become afflicted and suffer in this world. Throughout the work, Job's friends attempt to offer explanations and guidance for he had been devastated and afflicted so tragically. 

In the path of truth, Job was afflicted so that his friends would be able to surround him with a presence of consolation that could feed an enhanced spirit of unity. The reverberations of that unity would become a transcendent testament to Job's unconditional love (לשמה). 

The expressions of their words were not what was needed to help fulfill this. Rather, it was the expression of their very presence that would give testament to their inherent interrelationship and the spirit of unity. This is reflective of the path used to restore the feminine divine (שכינה). We are to comfort her in her affliction through our sheer presence. It is our very presence that is key. Just being present. This alone resurrects her spirit of unity to gives rise to harmonic euphoria. 


By accentuating our inherent interrelationship through silence, the hidden righteous (צַדִיקִים נִסתָּרים) restore the eternal breach for exile of ascended consciousness to subside. This frees the feminine divine (שכינה) to reign in our worldly consciousness again.  

"He delivers the afflicted in their affliction, And opens their ear in time of oppression. He enticed you from the mouth of distress, Instead of it, a broad place with no constraint; And that which was set on your table is fullness. (איוב: Job 36:15-16)

Friday, April 19, 2013

To Render Suffering Obsolete




There is but only latent light and apparent light. You begin to see the visage of an overarching benevolent hand driving all of existence as you complete the circuit of grace in your perceived consciousness. A byproduct of do so is that latent light too will transform into the vibrancy of the revealed light. This is because that which of obscures sustains off the latent light. As the latent light is set alight through the clarity of grace, it grows too bright and transparent for that which obscures to cleave to it without itself becoming forever transformed into an expression of greater light.

Your soul’s sovereignty is secure as you embrace a cohesive unity. This is because within a cohesive singularity there can be no suffering, imbalance or disparity. A unity grows and grows as greater conduit for its own viability. Susceptibility to shifts from a united field of consciousness stems from a partiality to aspects of the revealed benevolent light, and innate bias to the unrevealed latent light. It is torque that is attracted by the aspects of creation that you have not yet consciously reconciled in harmony with. These visit you as “difficulties” to reveal the blockages of your soul, so that you may mitigate these to better network with the fullness of your soul’s light.

Here is a powerful technique for expanded soul consciousness and enhanced connectivity to the light. Start to embrace your soul's journey as constituting a "narrative for actualizing oneness". Abstractly, this means that you can see that your consciousness was once more crude and through the momentum of the future your soul consciousness becomes increasingly more refined.

This refining from of soul consciousness from past to the future is akin to a rolling pebble. That pebble may start out rough and jagged, but the more it rolls, the rounder and smoother it gets. And the smoother and rounder that pebble gets, the more fit it will be to roll down a single track without rocking or jumping off. When that pebble is perfectly smooth and round it will fit seamlessly in it's intended slot and will effortlessly roll unimpeded. Your soul’s lens of consciousness became course because of your perceived separation from the totality of all that you are as a reflection of the divinity within all things. Your worldly journey drives you closer and closer to a sustained consciousness of witnessing the hidden divinity within all things that you witness. Everything that happens to you is send by a benevolent hand to help polish your soul’s lens of perception clearer and clearer. Embracing this narrative will help you reconcile all that transpires within a unified grace.

Eternity, like infinity, is a "plural singularity". If you wish for your consciousness to enter through the door of Eternal considerations then the unified creative expressions on the other side of that door must be able to flow out freely as it is opened. To do so, you must conform your lens of perception with the key of "unity", as unity too is a singular.

Although your diverse worldly experiences pull at your consciousness with competing momentum that drive for prominence; you can harmonize them into a cohesive unity by award all that you perceive with roles that help propel that a "singular actualizing narrative" of unified advancement. This works precisely because eternity echoes of oneness, and the door is best unsealed by a consciousness that is harmonized in oneness.

You will find that by practicing this discipline your perspective on time and personal challenges will shift profoundly. You will begin to witness that all that happens to you is not random, but part of that greater more intimate narrative. All that you find agreeable is attracting you closer to the pathway of your soul's destiny, and all that you find disagreeable is evicting you from its direction, back on the same course. The hardships and dissonance are akin to a pinball machine flipper that knocks the ball sharply into the targeted hole. What is disagreeable to your soul is working with you, propelling you away on cue to guide your journey away from the creative expressions that are a distraction from the song of your soul and its unique mandate. Practicing the "Singular Narrative" technique will allow you to experience free of any need for struggle, fatigue and agenda because all of creation is participating in helping you reach a unified state of soul consciousness.

You master journeying forward by embracing the lessons of "without" as pushing you to develop further "within", and the lessons of "within" as filling you with greater intimacy to connect with all that is eternal. Increasingly, you witness all of creation as conspiring to help you expand your perceptions so that the love of your soul can better flow outwardly throughout. This is the foundation for a profound shift of perspective. Instead of struggling with challenges and impediments, every waking opportunity becomes a stage for a romantic engagement with the love of your own soul; the parts of the Eternal that approach foreignly, but echo evermore familiar within.

Your heart will have found grace. Your perceptions will grow increasingly aligned. You will find that you are able to sustain this momentum regardless of what transpires because you recognize from "without" and revel more so "within". You will perceive "reality" within the perspective of a singular narrative of your soul's ascent because it is serves as a cohesive "key". Your soul will soar and swim effortlessly with the eternal flow from which it was hewn. It is a key of unity that is fit for unlocking the polarizing veil of linearity.  With it you can release the eternal flow to convert all that you perceive into an illuminated expression of benevolence. This is the awareness from which all commenced from and all is returning back to.

This technique will allow your spirit to journey without the "highs" and "lows". It will gradually negate a co-dependency for lessons deduced from "drama". You will accept the light of your soul's love just as it simply is. You will be free to cultivate a consciousness that plows ahead seeding your field of perception with perpetual benevolence. Before long, you will discover that the road of our journey has contracted, and you have illuminated the "short path", the called “intimacy” that will render suffering obsolete.



© bb


Tuesday, April 9, 2013

With Great Power




For many who try to think about it, it is very difficult to conceptualize how one individual can truly make a difference. Our world is such a vast and complicated place, how can a single individual truly make a lasting impact? 

When you try to conceptualize this in the western world, it can prove challenging to assess because we are so very immersed in it. It is far more challenging for the mind to be truly objective of a construct that you are immediately a part of. For the sake of illustration, lets focus on a culture that is more foreign to western sensibilities. Lets consider China.

There are over 1 billion Chinese in China. One person in China is going to stand up and declare: "I am an individual, I will be the difference!" 

On the surface level the notion of it seems utterly bombastic. With a civilization that large and complex you have an immense infrastructure and systematic safeguards for maintaining order. Its established system of rule is designed to keep things at the status quo and on track. The law, judiciary, established administration and civil sub-structure of enforcement are all there to tie up and overwhelm any aberration from their normative cultural momentum. At its root the system is not motivated by justice or discovering merit, instead these bodies are rooted in securing the social structure, to stabilize and slow down the gears of change.

In light of such an awesome apparatus, the idea that a single individual can make a lasting impact is very difficult to fathom. How can it be?

To expand to the processes involved in the power of the individual, lets examine it on the more abstract terms of music. You have noticed that you can be listening to a song and then there is one chord that just tugs at your heart and it is different then the pattern of proceeding cords. Everyone that has listened to music has experienced such phenomena. But if you try to reduce and deconstruct it, you will find that these musical chords are just various mathematical sequences of vibration. Still, somehow, experientially that one chord just gets to you, and crumbles the wall around your heart. It feels as if it was the exact chord that you needed to hear at that moment in time. And it was designed along with the proceeding harmonic juxtapositions to just sink into you. Listening to that song, whenever that cord comes, there is a little space, like a little void of absence from the proceeding pattern, a cadence that propels your mind to continue to fill in the sequences of melody even if the music was abruptly turned off. This is how the song catches you; how the song gets into you and truly makes you feel.

This is analogous to the dance between the macro momentum of a culture and the micro momentum of extraordinary souls. There are certain individuals that have the ability to be like that cord that catches and catalyzes new momentum. And just like the musical chords in the analogy, this individual's truth is not necessarily superior to all the other truth preceding it; it is more a matter of variance and readjustment. It is like when lovers dance to and fro to build passion toward an enhanced embrace.

There are individuals that can play such a profoundly altering chord from a heart space that it will cause the collective consciousness to quake. Suddenly with a shake and a shudder, the hearts the world over awaken the next morning more sincere and aware. It happens all the time.

It is this ability that the mystics called "righteous". We pay a lot of attention and are easily distracted by brute physical feats. We laud these acts as impressively heroic, and at times even saintly.  But within the spiritual tradition, "righteousness" has never been weighed in terms of brute force and efficient execution. 

"Righteousness" is something that only very sensitive heart's can detect, because the action is taking place far from the theatre of where the eyes are trained. The seeds of "righteousness" are being sowed upon an entirely different field of perception. 

True "righteousness" is carried by individuals who arise to plant harmonic solutions within the collective consciousness. These are souls that are able to prepare our world for a language that we do not yet speak. Peace remains allusive in these times because our world does not yet know in the language of wholeness. Still, each day there are souls that dedicate themselves to reaching profound states of spiritual intimacy and access the ability to hear the music of a far less primitive time. They commune with the future essence of their soul and immerse themselves in its overall melody. Gradually, they learn to speak in the language of the future wholeness, the harmony that will blossom abundantly in future times of illumination.

These dedicated souls learn the language of wholeness that sounds so foreign to our prevailing cultural sensibilities. The mystics called this "The Sacred Tongue". They explained how the righteous were taught how to speak the language of the sacred tongue that kings, princes and wise men of the court did not know. What was the nature of this language?

Within the sacred tongue every word uttered was aligned with an eternal progression, where everything eventually harmonizes into unity. Someone speaking within the sacred tongue would not emphasize the polarities of the "good" and "evil", instead they would say the "good" and the not yet "good"; or those "spiritually mature" and those "spiritually immature". That was their discipline - as discipline of expression is eminently reflective of the discipline of mindset, a mindset that is rooted in the degree of reverence for the heart's intimacy.

They actually spoke this way, thought this way and lived this way. They did not do these things because they were helplessly naive to the discordant agendas that have historically pervaded over human dignity. They operated this way because rather than being complacent and shackled to the prevailing primitive nature of ills past, they seeded their emancipation at their heart's crescent and revered their soul enough to sovereignty make a difference.

If prevalent consciousness is akin to a holographic program, these dedicated souls freed their hearts enough to hack the system and insert a more elegant code.  So when you wonder how is it that a single soul can make a difference, well, now you are getting the picture. Some souls refine their heart's music until they are free enough to introduce new possibilities into the mainframe of the collective spirit of man. They do not do this with flashy affects and to resounding applause. They do these things amidst the darkest hours, and go against the prevailing streams to plant the seeds that will prevent a savage history from repeating itself again.

You may feel that this all sounds far too outlandish. These individuals, if they even exist, must be quite removed from civilization. They must have sat under a tree chanting epiphanies for forty years, fasting, disciplining their breaths and meditating for years on end. How is it possible for a "normal" person to relate to such an ideal?

Take close these words to heart. What you must grow to understand is that every soul that is here in this time has been presented with ample opportunities throughout their journey to fulfill this very thing.

Our world has for a long time been governed by principles of "justice". Justice is the very bedrock of the evolutionary model of existence. It predicates that over the long haul, the survivors must adapt and grow stronger or more evasive. Thereby, all of natural life evolves linearly as a byproduct of threat, conflict and struggle. It is a mechanistic model, and there is no room for compassion there. This was not the status quo for the soul of man that visits life here from celestial places and heavenly abodes and beyond. These lofty spaces are not partial to evolving through struggle the way the material consciousness of this world does. There, things process in trans-linear fashion, not serially. Their relationship with time and progress is not as rigid as our limited models and rubrics. 

Seek peace with this juxtaposition; the transcendent soul encased within a rigid linear survivalist construct. As you do so, you will begin to envision the possibilities inherent in a single individual. What is it that you can do each day to make all the difference?

Imagine you are introducing a stranger to the ways of this world. You try to explain to that visitor the nature of human suffering. So the visitor says, "take me to a homeless fellow and let me ask him about the last time he cried, the last time he endured suffering". You look at him incredulously, and say, "suffering is not uncommon in our world, oppression is not uncommon in our world, and you needn't seek out the extremities of homelessness to observe it." Oppression, suffering, helplessness, individuals confronting difficulties in this world is not uncommon.

In this world we tend to base the value of things on supply and demand considerations. The price of gold rises, as its availability grows scarce amid demand fueled by uncertain economic terrains. If gold were as common as tin, then the price of gold would sink. If tin would grow scarce, its value too would increase. The spiritual tiers do not work this way. You can have something that is available for everyone that is exceptionally valuable. A way to look at it is that spiritual existence is so essential that its sustenance must remain pervasive, and available to all. As is common from a worldly mindset, when something is pervasive people lose sight of its value. Consider the popular attitude towards air. Everyone understands that air is of fundamental importance to sustainable living. If there were a shortage of air you would find people trading in their assets and trinkets just to have oxygen. We may take air for granted, but we recognize that it is essential and important. In truth, its all valuable, our perspective of prominence shifts in accordance to heightened demand.

From a spiritual standpoint, suffering constitutes a powerful latent asset. It presents great potential value even though it is so pervasive in these times.  When met correctly you can accomplish extraordinary things!

Difficulties, pain and struggle, everyone confronts these in their own way, relative to the impressions of prior experience. What you do with the pull of oppression is what makes all the difference. This goes beyond your own linear field of perception.  This is bigger than just you, and sound words about learning to let go and invite new experiences. This is a powerful secret that affects you, your family, your culture and the great beyond. Here is a helpful analogy for the mechanics of it.

When you are confronting a grave difficulty, how you meet it and embrace it can release a profoundly powerful paradigm shift upon the entire construct. Consider the game of baseball. The pitcher throws the baseball at great velocity towards the batter. The batter swings at the baseball and connect the centre of his bat's barrel with the centre facing of the ball. The bat meets the ball's trajectory of momentum completely, and drives it with a new momentum of its own. The ball will propel a distance in the exact opposite direction. But pay attention to an important variable at play. The faster the pitch, the farther the ball will go when the bat solidly connects with the ball. The swing does not even have to be powerful. If the ball is met completely, it will invert its own course as it is shifted by the momentum correction of the bat. 

There are times when you will question your resolve, "why must this be so hard? Why am I being subjected to such a difficult time?" In those times you will wish you had a baseball coach standing at your side, declaring:

"Time out! This is the big league. Yes, the pitches are very fast here. But even if you just bunt the ball it going to make it up the infield. All you have to do is connect with a solid swing and that ball will soar!"

How do you greet struggle, how do you properly embrace suffering?
Remember that from a spiritual perspective there is a regressive momentum being pulled by a field of justice that is pushing the de-facto evolution of events. Everything gets cooked in the collective soup of divergent streams of vibratory energy in this continuum. Our society's ability to evolve outside the fallout of past injustice, and cyclical tit-for-tat momentum is a byproduct of energetic consciousness that crystallizes in that melting pot. This is a powerful key to peace on earth. To unhook from our linear pendulum of cause and effect of the primitive past, new variables need to be seeded into the continuum. 

As you free your heart and have a date with destiny for struggle and duress. How you choose to embrace the event? By remaining centred and in a space of inner harmony you will shatter the earthly paradigm by introducing something new from the lofty heights of your soul. That space, and the introduction of that new chord and its juxtaposition with the prevalent momentum, has the ability to catch on. That chord ringing from the inner most recesses of your heart has the ability to, in juxtaposition with the proceeding void, ring out loud in ways that shift the momentum of the collective consciousness, and plant the seeds for change. There will be no applause and no one will witness these heroics. But you will feel it like a stroke of graceful sunshine that erupts from your crown, down your shoulders, to the seat of your spine.

Like the waves of a heartbeat, everyone is going to confront ups and downs within this worldly existence. But how you meet those markers, whether they own you, or you own it enough to uplift it back to its' greater source, is all the difference.

Consider the following "diamond" analogy. If you visit a jeweller, you will find that the most sought after cut for a diamond is called the "Ideal Cut". There is a good reason why they cut the diamond in that shape. If the stem of the stone is cut too long, it will not refract the light off its' table with as much brightness and fire. It is set to ideal geometric proportions, with the ideal set of facets to allow the stone to absorb light and reflect brilliance. When they devise new technology to add additional facets, they do not do so because it will look prettier to the eye as you look into it through a jewellers loop. They do so because as the light enters the stone additional calibrated facets are designed to create powerful torque that increasingly amplifies the intensity of the light. It reflects along the reflective tunnel toward the end of the stem increasing and echoing the heightened vibrancy of the initial light. That reflected momentum spins like a torrent downward to the point at the bottom of the stem that appears as a little black dot at the end of a faceted cone. It appears like a little black dot because from the perspective of looking through the table it looks like there is no light there. When the light hits the pit of the stem it bounces back out the table with a far more intensity then it had when it entered. Through this elegant geometry, more reflection and increased torque produces more fire off the table of the stone.

Every aspect of adversity that you experience is all part of rendering that torque. That torque is a byproduct of reincarnated energy patterns that are offshoots of mankind's collective consciousness. We are all interlinked. We each feed off each other's momentum. The patterns reflect off one individual are reflected to another and off another and off another. We are all rooted in the truth of the collective consciousness. We resonate one to another, and prevailing momentum trends. We always have a choice. Do we surrender our freedom to the evolutionary momentum, or do we transcend it?

When confronting adversity. As you suffer from the fallout of the actions of another, and the injustices of the "spiritually immature", that darkness is the bottom of the stem. There is light there, but your perspective cannot see it. You can master embracing that darkness as the bottom from where the light will be bountifully reflected. Your soul's consciousness can be the trigger that releases this. You can sovereignty seed new momentum for how bright that light will shine. You have the choice to greet these markers as oppression, or as the potential for the great creative light of unconditional love and service to the hidden light of benevolence latent within all things. As you absorb the blow of that difficulty and pain and transform it into the fullness of your love this resets past fallout and seeds new solutions to cascade through the collective consciousness. That is how the entire continuum begins to adjust for quantum leaps of intimate advancement. Our world begins to find a harmonic balance because you planted those seeds.

There will be a time when all will be masters in this way, and harmony will be pervasive. That is called "righteousness", it has nothing to do with becoming an Avatar or being a Messiah, it has to do with embracing the true you. It is part of unshackling yourself from the primitive patterns of "divide and conque" and learning how to sovereignty choose. It is about allowing your heart to triumphantly declare, "I choose life! I am tired of catering to the primitive debts of this world. My soul comes from a place that is far beyond it and I will not be governed by it. I will set my soul ablaze with the highest love, and in doing so I will strike a chord that can help unshackle the collective. One by one, we reflect off each other like facets of a precious gem. Eventually its' table that is the consciousness of man will shine brighter than the light that was able to enter into it. All that turns and its discordant torque is all part of the mechanics of driving this unified expression.

Each individual can grow empowered to make a profound difference. Anything that spins one way, when you meet it in a balanced grace will reflect just as powerfully the other way around. You have the ability to reset the table and align a trajectory for a more benevolent future for harmony to reign abounds as never before. It is a singular orchestration. In so many ways it is a love song. It is at the very crux of the love story that is life.



© bb







Monday, May 19, 2008

Colorful Teardrops II.; The Fruit Of The Tree Of Knowledge







"Colorful Teardrops" is a term coined to refer to the sparks of light (/realization) that deliver an individual to an enlightened perception. These are  the hard lessons learned through the shattering of false paradigms, the breaking of limited constructs through driven by the  pangs of intense existential suffering.
Colorful Teardrops is a befitting name because tears produced by existential suffering are sacred tears. These tears cleanse a heart into pure intention and shed deliverance. In there flow, a soul bathes in the clarity of increased revelation. The sanctity of this clarity allows one to witness  grace within all things.


Each limited paradigm of reality embraced by an individual is reminiscent of a color or energetic tint. These are the limited sefiot of perception. Being partial to a particulate energetic stream has the effecting of distorting perception and deconstructing the portal to the true reality; the Tree of Life. 
The mystics called the confirmation bias that one operates under while experiencing their reality "constricted consciousness". When you embrace the limited paradigm of a specific energetic expression you hinder a realization of the greater synergy at work through the spirit of the greater totality, the creative gestalt. Examples of such distortions could progress as follows:
•  Someone who is freedom oriented will without a balanced perception pursue freedom at the expense of others. 
•  Someone who is fuelled on by a narrative of victimhood will draw on creative inspiration from endurance that is co-dependant on narratives of conflict and drama.
• Someone partial to viewing reality through creative expressions of restraint and discipline will be unable to properly honour acts and expressions of true kindness.
• Someone who is very results oriented will be unable to properly value potential and the process of creative expression.
These are just a sampling for  how such energetic paradigms distort awareness.

The light of the Creator is a singular united expression. It is a fusion of all the colors  like pure white light. It is a synthesis of all the abstract creative expressions that collaborate upon the canvas of creation. Like white light that is cut into spectrum of color through a divided prism, these all initially projected out from singularity upon abstract teirs to render a canvas for increasingly diverse expression, and thereby, greater authenticity for evolving consciousness. 

Upon this creative canvas, the Creator's will is divided into creative  sectors that jostle for overall prominence. On a micro level this process confounds aligned awareness. A practical example would be if someone tries to view the world through red coloured glasses. Their world become distorted as it would mute or adulterate the vitality of the other colours in the arena of perception. Blue would be seen as purple, yellow as orange, green as brown, pink as red etc. Each limited energetic paradigm that you embrace has the effect of distorting the true reality of the roles of other energetic expressions at play. This limits your ability to grow to realizations that are of an eternal perspective; the Tree of Life. 

The mystics explain that as you go through the discipline of aligning your awareness, you trigger higher states of consciousness that enable you to comment with the united flow of divinity extending from the Creator.

As a harmonized vision is restored, the spiritual adherent attains an uncompromising lens of consciousness and thereby grows increasingly aware of higher synergies and the underlying unity behind all creation. This higher level of heightened awareness is called by the Jewish mystics as "bonding with the Higher Light" or the acquiring of a Greater Soul of awareness to  readily access true reality on an energetic level of foundational architecture. The mystics called this the path of Tree of Life consciousness or the emergence to True Reality.

Higher Light is seen my the mystics as an benevolent expression of the  sum total of all there is. This construct for perceiving the the Creator and creation is a discipline of gradually embracing the "lost sparks of divinity" operating through all diversity. complete and harmonized spectrum of colors.


The lessons gathered through existential suffering, are akin to the light of the balanced totality beckoning the individual's perception forward by breaking through the obfuscation of misaligned constructs. As the spiritual adherent advances their perception is gradually balanced and freed to recognize the Creator on increasingly more intimate levels.

Each time you advance your perception beyond the dominion of distortions from a particular (/energy frequency/ sephira colour) paradigm, your ego  will surface to over-compensate for the new awareness and cause a new mis-calibration. This works as an impediment to  harmonizing perception in balance with the full unity of the Creator. You receive just a glimpse of the underlying unity and the synergies of a heightened state. But it turns into a fleeting instant. As a byproduct of the new influx of realization, you become fixated with the newly introduced color (energy) perception. This results in overcompensating in ways that again restrict overall perception to the unified processes behind creation. 

This compromising again triggers another round of lessons from the greater spirit of benevolent unity underlying all of creation. It seeks to humble awareness so that it may again reunite with spiritual adherent on a level of intimate awareness.
And so existential suffering again arises to rent the ego and rescue awareness from its' previously distorted paradigm. And so these "colourful teardrops" are shed to realign your awareness to  a heightened  perception of the underlying unity behind all things. As you expand to operate from a clear lens of perception (/"espeklaryah m'erah") you release the vast recesses of your soul's intimacy to extend through greater divinity.

The actual healing and correction of a soul consciousness is delivered through the embracing of existential suffering through the underlying intimate yearnings through which it was sent. This is called m'kabel yesurim b'ahavah; the obtaining a truer love through the graduation from existential suffering. As the individual graduates to greater levels of love, they begin to process all of creation with a grace on unconditional terms. This unconditionality extended to self and the rest of creation will equalize the ego's reactivity and drive for personal conquest. This inverts the momentum of ego into a force for expanding to the unbounded intimacy extending through all of creative existence; the heartbeat of the Tree of Life.

Each distortion corrected through lessons of existential suffering is akin to sacred tears produced by breaking free from the dominion of repressed perception. Thus, the spiritual adherent's perception expands to encompass the harmony of the unified totality of the Creator. This is the awareness of the full spectrum of primordial benevolent expression behind all of  creation that the mystics called "Ohr Ha'Ganuz", the hidden light of pre-dating creation.

These "Colorful Teardrops" redeem the dualistic existential lessons of the spirit submerged in Tree of Knowledge. The adherent graduates to simplified and intense benevolent awareness of creation as being driven by the beckoning of the Creator's intimacy.


bb


Mon, 19 May 2008 / 14th of Iyyar, 5768/ Parshat Bechukotai (Diaspora)/ 29th day of the Omer